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Another “eye-cation” at “The Thornton Hotel”…

Well Hello My Pretties, and your big dogs too….

I had my Left Eye Orbital Decompression on the 7th of February. As is always, a pleasure.

My Orbital Decompression with Drs. Bobby Korn and Audrey Ko went as smooth as ever! I did wake up with some sort of gloved turban situation, but I was thankful for being safe and alive and finally having my left eye look somewhat like my right, which has recovered beautifully.

I’m not sure of the next steps, as I will be seeing Dr. Korn again in about 3 weeks, but it is already looking beautiful.

Couldn’t have more amazingly supporting doctors and nurses! All of them were there for me beyond the job. Thankful is not enough!

LOok at that turban situation I have going there!?! I woke up and looked in a mirror and was like, “WTF?” I swear it was attached to my eye.. That glove… WHAT IS THAT.

Anyhoo, so without further ado, here I am in all my facial glory… (Comments are necessary, please!!!!)

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Dark and Twisty Bubble…

In my “woe is me” bubble, still. I am working on ranch stuff and going to the ORV races here in Campo today and tomorrow is the 4 wheelers…

But I’m still in my bubble. It’s warm and cozy and I am in it to process some new shit in my already sick and dying life…

Bubble. Me. Now.

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Fun stuff I’ve been up to… Yet still single.. SHOCKINGLY…

So, like, I’ve been busy these days. I’ve had some fun stuff going on that is helping me in my…

AMY’S RESURGENCE TOUR 2016!!

Here are some photos of what

Robbie and I have been up to:

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Here are some photos of what

my dentist and I have been up to:

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    Good times at My niece Angela’s Mission Beach Volleyball Practice:

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    Ranch stuff and goings-on:

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  • Well, that’s about it. Nothing new in the liver department. Blood test are great and I’m getting back to work.. Thanks to my sister Virginia for giving me the time at sports games and practices with my niece and nephew…

  • Love to everyone… When I update, I’ll update… Otherwise follow me on Facebook and Instagram!!

Amy

So, like…

So like it’s 4am on today and I’m awake.

Sooo many random thoughts…

Life, reborn

Old becomes renewed

Days are tree limbs

Mornings and sunrises

The sun is my Sustinence 

Sunsets are reflections

Nesting 

Until the new day

So many things… UPDATED!!!

… Where do I begin??

I’m going to just dive on in…

Let’s see, here is a photo of that amazing man who quite literally saved my life at Sharp Grossmont last year on that fateful, almost dead, day, March 15, 2015…

My Savior, Dr. Sathya Pokala and myself, March 2016

My Savior, Dr. Sathya Pokala and myself, March 2016

I promised him when I first met him on the 19th of March, last year, after he told me what happened, that he would see me in a years time. Sober, healthy (-ish, adjacent), and better than ever. (Bad hair due to a severe hypoglycemic attack just prior to seeing him… #greattiming!)

I was, just that. So I made my appointment and sat waiting for him in his waiting room. And there he was. The God who saved me and started me on my new journey. When I promised him last year, he said sure (with that “sure, right… heard that before!” look on his face) and all year I waited. And waited. AND WAITED.

I followed my new journey put forth to me to the letter, and kept every promise. Followed every rule. And now all of it has become my life. And I love it. And I’m grateful.

So a BIG HUUUUGE THANK YOU to

Dr. SATHYA POKALA at Sharp Grossmont Hospital

I also want to take a moment to also thank him for restoring my faith, somewhat, into Sharp Healthcare, this after Sharp Memorial Hospital dropped the ball on my beloved father and quite literally killed him, by negating and avoiding and ignoring the severe sepsis, aka “pseudomonas”, taking over his body and out of his arm (he had me take photos, this mere weeks before he passed away on Halloween, 2013).

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I am aware that this blog wasn’t the perfect time place to bring it up, but as I like to view life now, “there’s no time like the present!” And I also know that my father asked me to take these photos. When I asked why, he relplied, “just take them, they will be important one day!”

I didn’t question. And I kept silent for a very, very long time. Moral of the story…

DON’T LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOU OR YOUR SEASONED (aka older) FAMILY MEMBERS!

And with the untimely death of the beloved TREASURE, Ms. Patty Duke, just 3 days ago,

SEPSIS is the number one killer in the ER at hospitals.  

Every year, severe sepsis strikes more than a million Americans. It’s been estimated that between 28 and 50 percent of these people die – far more than the number of U.S. deaths from prostate cancer, breast cancer and AIDS combined. The number of sepsis cases per year has been on the rise in the United States.

And it is a silent one!

I implore you, to keep abreast of your parents healthcare. ALWAYS ask questions. And if you are still concerned, SCREAM AT THE TOP OF YOUR LUNGS for proper medical care. Seniors and children get thrown to the wasted ode because of their inability to financially care for their medical (for the most part… If you get my drift!!!)

At any rate, sorry to go off-topic, but I feel like it was time to correlate why my stay at Sharp Grossmont wasn’t just about my living, but was also meaningful to me because it was as if he died for me to live. And he’s been with me ever since I almost died that day.

It also lets those who have been with me when I’m driving past Sharp Memorial Hospital and hear me growl, like a very angry cougar!

Grrrrrrrrrrr!

Grrrrrrrrrrr!

You know I just had to change the depressive tone back to happy stuff! And now on to other news…

I added a link to the video of Dr. Hamed Aryafar explaining the results of my TIPs Shunt Surgery…

Dr. Aryafar explains my TIPs Shunt surgery & results

Took some pretty great photos in the last few weeks… Just me, and life… Fun stuff…

Have a look at the gallery on the main page on the right, or I guess, below….

(BTW.. I’m still hoping the “Dog Stork” will send me a new angel to my doorstep!)

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Well, that’s it for now… Please share, comment and for the love of The Good Lawd that all is holy, LIKE THE PAGE AND POST!

Stay well, healthy and wise,

Amy Kristen Suter, aka “Miss Cordelia Parker Chase”

(It’s an inside GBF thing!)

Big Day Today!!!

At noon I get to do what I’ve waiting a year for… He didn’t believe me when I told him I was going to be “that patient”, but true to my word, I am. 

And now I can prove it.

Can’t wait to tell you.

Blog coming later…

1 Year. Humbled.

(As spoken at today’s meeting. March 15, 2016 – Noon.

The Huddle on Goldfinch, San Diego, CA)

  • Thank you Anna… There is no one better to have done this today. Your guidance has shaped me. Any time I had questions, needed a reading, needed advice… You are always there. You are one of the most kindest, gentle and extraordinary people I am honored to call my “person”.
  • Mom, Sitsi Angela and Parino Joe… I just can’t make amends enough..
  • Mitch, you saved my life. #BestPrivateNurseEVER!!!
  • My family. You are #Everything!

It’s not as rare anymore, being rather speechless, but I really, honestly, have nothing to say…

Except, I will say this, Humbly. To everyone here at The Huddle and those not able to be at this meeting..

Your support and love, all of the things I have done this past year. I didn’t know I needed all that support until I truly realized I needed it. If you call upon, the answers will make themselves known.

It’s not just my sobriety.

All of you have helped me accept my new journey, my life diagnosis. You have taught me how to not avoid. How to define avoidance and what it means to have acceptance and freedom from avoidance. And friendship. True, real, friendships. New and  old.

And when I have or have tried, you helped me change that defect. You all hold me accountable. I have learned to replace the negative with positivity.

I am forever grateful and truly humbled. From then, now and the future. God Bless you all, I love you.

With deep humility in my heart and soul,

Amy

P. S., See, I told you Dr. Michel Mendler, Dr. Alexander Kuo, Dr. Sathya Pokala, Dr. Irine Vodkin, Dr. Yuko Kono, Dr. Albert Ding, Dr. Joshua Rubin, Dr. Sheri Rosen, and especially my Psychiatrist, Dr. Kurtis Linderman (feel very sorry and please pray for this kind man for listening to my malaise) and all the many nurses (especially you, Joanie Salotti – knock knock… I’m talking ’bout you Joanie… We have some pickle to eat!!) and support staff at Grossmont and my beloved UCSD Hepatology and Liver Transplant Departments. I did it and will continue to do so! #LifeChange #NeverStopWorking

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